My healing journey

“By the Grace of God I am what I am.”

1 Corinthian 15:10

This post is a month long overdue. I’ve always had the urge to write, to share this as a testimony and to glorify God. But I was overpowered with laziness–laziness because I had a lot of time–anyway, here it is. Thank God for giving me the courage to write again. 

After a month of following the natural treatment protocol, dietary and lifestyle changes, daily meditation/ reiki and prayer, I noticed I felt better and stronger. My memory improved. (Yes, prior to my treatment I had a mild case of brain fog.) I lost 6 kilos. My blood pressure went back to normal. Before, I used to get breathless just talking, but it now has disappeared. And my recent ultrasound result showed a decreased size of the lump in my thyroid. Though it shrunk only a few millimeters, for me it is a significant indication that I am being healed. The lump is also now softer compared to the previous months. Praise God! I am getting better!

 Thank God for my healing. I am now on my healing journey and am continuously being healed.

The natural treatment that I am into is working. And I am grateful to God for leading me to this treatment and as an instrument of His healing power.  Within just 30 days significant improvement in my health happened. This may just be a beginning of months or maybe a yearlong healing journey. But I am more than willing to do everything, may God-willing for me to be healed.

Natural treatment is not that easy. From drinking herbal leaves that I blended my self, the taste is so bitter. I have to be choose the right foods to eat which should be organic. Eating out should be avoided just to make sure I am only eating real and natural foods. Though sometimes I can’t avoid eating out. (Yeah, I’m guilty to that). If I’m going out, I have to bring with me the herbal blend which I stored in a small cooler. Soaps, shampoo, toothpaste should be organic too which is a bit pricey. But these are just some of the few inconveniences that I am willing to do. I choose natural treatment and these are the few things that can contribute to my natural healing.

Weeks after, I came back to the natural treatment center for a follow up checkup. Bought the needed supplements I will be needing for a month. I’m so happy and excited for what is ahead in my healing journey. I’m grateful, focused and positive that I am on the right track.

So there it is. I’m all set and and on my healing journey through natural treatment. Pursued my daily routines, followed the protocol and everything. Until one morning upon waking up, browsing on Facebook I gazed upon that the natural treatment center was forced to close due to some issues with government and registration of the products. I was saddened and troubled by the fact that where am I now going to buy the supplements? Who will guide me now in my treatment? What now? I cried. Saddened. But in my heart I know I’m still lucky and grateful because my condition is not that life threatening compared to cancer patients who are also undergoing the natural treatment. How about them? What will happen to them? The supplement I have on hand is only for a month. Where should I get for the next coming months? Until when? Questions still unanswered until now. I just hoped and prayed that concerned government agencies will be enlightened and think more for the benefit of the patients and it will be opened soon before our supplements ran out.

I was depressed for a day or two. I cried at night, I even stopped meditating for a few days. Almost losing hope. But God is really good. He never gave up on me. One day, while praying and meditating He comforted me, felt His presence and embrace. From my heart I felt Him saying “I will never give up on you my child. Don’t loose hope. I am with you.” I cried more and felt His love, His embrace. I was so grateful to God for that moment. He assured me again that whatever happens He is always with me. Knowing that He is with me, what more should I be worried for? I might not have the supplements I need to continue my treatment, but being with Him by my side all the time, I know He has plans. He will lead me and provide for everything.

For now I only have 2 bottles left of Boston C which will last for only few days. But I rest my trust in Him. I don’t know yet what should be the next step. I will just continue drinking herbal blended drink, continue eating the right foods (though at times I am tempted to eat restricted foods and that I’m guilty of doing ). Until I drink the last cup of the supplement I have.

What I only have that will not ran out is my faith in Him. He is my Healer! I know in my heart He has a better plan that soon He will reveal.

Thank you Dear God for everything! I surrender everything to You.

June 26, 2018